12 November 2011

three hundred forty seven

some things are very short lived. for instance, yesterday's post about loving yourself where you are..

my mom introduced me to brick reservoir running path today. there's a house with a yard backing up to the path, and according to my mom, it has this fake rock that plays music all the time for the walkers/runners. pretty neat, huh? well - NOT today.

i made two laps (each is 1.5 miles) around the path, passing the rock twice.

the first time the rock was playing colbie caillat's "fallin' for you", which is the song i most associate with my 2nd romantic relationship. the first time i heard it was the very day i realized i was falling in love with my soulmate. it now makes me cry every time i hear it. BARF ME A RIVER.

okay, ran a bit faster and wiped my eyes, pretending they were tearing because of the wind.

the second lap the rock was playing the script's "breakeven", which was released that same fall my soulmate broke my heart, causing me to leave boston (the city i love) and move as far away as possible (seattle). BARF ME ANOTHER RIVER.

seriously?!? of ALL the SONGS in the WORLD! THOSE TWO?!?

ugh.. some things are very short lived.

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