one hundred twenty nine

i'm might be going to hell.

today i internally got angry with a disabled grocery bagger at my market b/c when i got home, i was missing my organic yellow squash and 2 lara bars. this was immediately followed by my feelings of regret for donating a dollar to the disability fund at check out. which was immediately followed by horrible guilt for being angry over $3.50 for the chance of someone living a productive life. which was then followed by sadness over my lack of patience for something that ultimately is so not worth being angry about.

sigh. 1/3 of the way through the year, and obviously still working on being a better person..